Armin Navabi, the founder of the website Atheist Republic, is also author of the book Why There Is No God. At the back of his book, he relates his journey from harsh literalist Islam to atheism. At age 14 he attempted suicide because, based on what he had learned, he felt that this was the best strategy to avoid eternal damnation.
As a child in the theocratic Islamic Republic of Iran, governed by a harsh version of Shariah law, Armin learned a strict Islam. Hell, sin, and the devil loomed large in his mind. Sin was everywhere and he was taught that it was unavoidable. He feared for himself and he feared for his parents. He prayed out of fear.
He also learned, however, that Islam gave him a shortcut to paradise. According to what he learned, if a boy were to die before his 15th birthday, paradise would be guaranteed. His fear pushed him to come up with a plan.
After his 14th birthday, he began to plan his suicide. One day, he jumped from the top floor of his school. Instead of dying, he ended up with a broken wrist, two broken legs, an injured back and a lot of time to think during his long painful convalescence. He decided upon a path of atheism.
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